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Name: Amanda
Location: Oak Ridge, Tennessee, United States
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Interests: Web design, artwork, and neopets.com
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Wednesday, January 07, 2009

I am so depressed

So I took another pregnancy test today. I've been feeling queasy day & night lately so I thought wow this could really be happening! So I splurged on one of the pricey tests that can supposedly tell sooner than the rest, and I used the first urine of the day. Another negative result.

I am just losing hope. I am only 24, I should be able to conceive quickly! I have been off birth control since march 08, had a period on my own in october, which was a great feat alone since the only reason I ever started birth control was to force my body to menstuate. I just don't understand how we can have unprotected sex for over six months and still not be pregnant. I am just so depressed. Its like I'm broken.


Thursday, December 25, 2008

I hate how life isn't fair when it really matters.

I can't stand how such precious items somehow end up in the hands of someone who doesn't really appreciate them and only sees dollar signs when they look at them.

If I had them they would mean the world to me. I would cherish them and love them and use them as a sweet reminder of a loved one passed. I would hold them dear and pass them to my children and make sure they never left the family.

It breaks my heart to think these treasures, the last few remaining pieces in a jigsaw puzzle of family memories that are slowly fading away, are probably just going to be sold to the highest bidder.

I know rules had to be adhered to, but I wish things could have been different. They would have meant the world to me.


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Its amazing how some people survive.

Okay so this woman comes up to the service desk with an *empty* kroger bag in one hand, and a *leaking* bag of green grapes in the other hand. Why the grapes were not in the bag, I will never figure out. She plops the grapes on the counter, grape juice leaking all over it and over both edges onto the outside counter and onto our phone.... She proceeds  to pull out a crumpled receipt. First she says "I didn't notice the condition of these grapes when I bought them yesterday, I would like a refund." I just looked at her and asked "Do you want to put the grapes in that bag so they don't keep leaking all over the counter?" And secondly, how the hell do you not notice the condition of an item you are buying, especially when you're buying it TO EAT. Was the clear bag not enough? Does she blindfold herself to make her shopping trip more exciting? (((She's probably the same type of person who would freak out because their toilet paper package had a rip in it, because, you know, if you're going to WIPE YOUR ASS with something, it MUST be perfect when you buy it.... and then doesn't pay any attention to the condition of the items she is going to CONSUME.)))  So I threw the bag of grapes into the plastic bag she had and threw them in the garbage and started with the refund. I circled the price of the grapes on the receipt, and gave her the money for them. She looked at the money for a moment and then asked "How much did they cost?" OMFG how do you people even survive in the real world??? First you buy something without looking at it, then you FIND IT ON YOUR RECEIPT and you still don't know what you paid for it??? And then she starts to say something like "no i paid $2.77, not $1.53" .... but luckily she was smart enough to realize that the $2.77 was the price before the shoppers card. I think I probably would have just flipped out if she had argued with me over how much she paid. So then she left and I proceeded to wipe up the grape juice that was now all over the phone and both sides of the counter.

"People who work at service desks are bitches."  <----- Can you tell WHY??  O_O  Do you see the kind of stupidity we have to deal with on a daily basis? The one thing that just runs through my mind all day long is "these people are driving on our streets." And then I get scared and go into fetal position.


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

ahhh... vacation =D

So nice to finally just get a break from going to work. *sigh* I was off on Saturday and my vacation started Sunday. So it was like an extra day of it. ^^ I've gotten alot of housework finished too. It's so nice right now... I've got the air conditioning turned off, all the windows are open and all our ceiling fans are running, creating a nice breeze throughout the house. Our computer sits right next to the window that is on the side of the the house that is higher from the ground, and I can sit here and type and look down at the road and the grass. The breeze outside is so strong that every few minutes the wind blows and the curtains billow in and nearly touch the desk. =) I like warm breezes. I also have a cold glass of sweet tea, and I can faintly here the radio in the kitchen, and I'm watching Days of Our Lives muted. So nice. ^^ Oh dear my attention span isn't that long and I'm suddenly bored. RollerCoasterTycoon!!111! *puts on rocket boots*


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Happy SinkHole-de-Mayo!

ROFL! I heard that on the radio today! Because last night a giant sinkhole emerged across pelissippi parkway and nearly shut the whole thing down!! It was truly awesome. they said it was like 20 ft wide underneath the 4ft wide opening. It was a bear trying to get out of oak ridge this morning. one lane of traffic driving on the shoulder. x_x and then I heard them say on the radio "happy sinkhole de mayo!" and it made me laugh. xD

And on a side note check out this pic i took when sara and i were driving around pigeon forge. classic. i love it. taken directly below a red light and a sign saying 'do not block intersection'.... there was this woman in an suv to the right that you can't see... she was honking her horn at us and yelling. it was awesome. x)





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